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Fri Nov 20, 2009, 4:58 AM
  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Listening to: Nothing ( C-O-L-L-E-G-E say it with me )
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
Hey again folks!

So I thought I'd make a quick journal about some stuff. Perhaps it'll prove I haven't actually committed suicide or something yet, too. :D

Otherwise, I've tremendously improved over my state of mind, which feels so calming now. Still, sometimes it still feels like I wanna still think about some things to pass the time, but otherwise, thinking critically I suppose is who I am in a way.

I'm starting to think now somehow my emotions and some paranoia clash a bit at times too, aswell as hormones, and it pretty much depresses me. Maybe some stuff from several years ago in a big fat pit of depression, hopelessness, and the delusion I fell into where I felt like I would suicide for others because my life were so much inferior, would've been necessary. I felt dead inside. Not something I wanna return to.

On my feelings towards art, it might be either the feeling now that I've simply forgotten out of intense practice of anatomy and obsessive proportion of people and other stuff made me sorta forget how to even have fun with it. The times where I'd stay up all night, and then get into a bit of a vampire routine, where I then had to force myself awake with coffee and then draw throughout the day for 8-9 hours or so to practice and have something to do so I could actually sleep right. But it caused a bit of a art block after a while too.

Otherwise, maybe I'll get some comics up, since I enjoy that sort of planning storyline thing, but overall, just have fun with it. Can't really say I have deep feelings for art though, but I suppose it's just something I do. I don't really know what I should think of it. Something I should do for life? Hobby? Yeah, that sort of thing.

... Maybe I should actually get something interesting to write about next time, though. >.>

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: United Kingdom/England
  • Interests: Basketball, gaming, cinema, watching anime, history, disney, hanging out with friends, skating
  • Favourite movie: Disney movies, X Men: Wolverine, One Piece 3/4, Dumb and Dumber, MK: Annililation
  • Favourite band or musician: Megadeth, Static X, Ozzy Osbourne, The Offspring, Metallica, The Rasmus, Guns and Roses, SOAD, etc.
  • Favourite genre of music: Heavy Metal, Glam metal/rock, Metal, Punk rock, etc.
  • Favourite artist: Jhonen Vasquez, Voltaire, Stan Lee, DA, WoW artists, Adam Philips
  • Favourite style of art: Anime, Cartoon, Realistic, Manga, Comic
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: iTunes
  • Shell of choice: Koopa!
  • Favourite game: Too many. Too many... ._.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Invader Zim
  • MSN: Bradps2@hotmail.co.uk

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:iconthemanofmanyfaces:
Thank you for the watch!
Im glad you like my stuff that much ^-^

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:iconvaedrian:
No problem mate.

Would like to see what you do next. Your latest Kakashi cosplays are cool too.
:iconthemanofmanyfaces:
^3^
I just hope my future cosplaying doesnt dissapoint!

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Thyank you very much for the watch. :nod: It's much appreciated.

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:iconvaedrian:
No problemo dude.
:iconcorvux-corax:
Thanks for the :+fav: !!!...

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:iconnightpark:
Thanks for faving! :D

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